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I have not updated in forever. I kind of just want to get all of the crazy things that have been going on in my head out, though!
I am completely in love with the Lord. I feel it. I feel so full of Him. I am reading the bible not only because I have to, but because I really want to. I am learning things every day about my relationship with Him. And it’s all so great. I know I need to keep moving forward though. I want to be someone who is pure of heart. I want to get rid of all of the excess in my life and focus more on the only important thing in this world. It’s going to be EXTREMELY hard to give up buying things, and feeling good about having things, and desiring all of these..THINGS! But that is where I want to get. I want to be able to live in a box, with one pair of clothes and a bible and be completely content with my life. Maybe I don’t want exactly that to happen, but I just want to be thankful for everything I have. The kind of thankful that leaves me feeling like there’s nothing more I need. That even if it was all taken away, the fact that I have God would suffice. That’s the way I feel right now. I just don’t want that to ever go away.